Holly
rubbed her throbbing temples. Her dreams of a man
stalking her turned restless nights into tiresome days.
While he didn’t exactly feel threatening, he left her
with a disturbing sensation that put her in fear of
something.
As a
distraction to her headache and her lingering worries,
she picked up the last of the mail. She sifted through
the stack and dropped everything except the Christmas
card. Sealed with a snowflake sticker, the big red
envelope had a strange familiarity that troubled her. An
ominous depression shadowed the festive season every
year, and she never understood why. As far as she could
recall, nothing disastrous had happened to her.
She
peeled off the seal and lifted the unglued flap. Tucked
inside was a single folded sheet of white paper. She
pulled it out. No words, no design, just a slip of
paper.
Hmmm, no card? She looked inside again. At the
bottom lay a disk shaped piece of black plastic. She
stared at the object, concerned and puzzled. An eerie
sense of déjà vu gave her goose bumps. As if it had
happened before, she dumped the button onto her desk
blotter and watched it roll to a stop. The blank
notepaper fluttered from her fingers as her thoughts
blurred.
A
bridge. A snowy night. Christmas music on a radio.
She
clung to the man, terrified for her life.
The
chill of an icy river constricted her lungs as a
darkness coiled around her. She lost sight of the one
person able to save her, as the weight of death tugged,
pulling her from his grasp, from her hold of his coat.
Holly
dropped to the hard seat of her desk chair, gasping for
air. She felt as if the man tried to help, yet in the
dreams, he always disappeared, leaving her alone.
“Damn.” She pounded her fist on the surface of the old
desk, upset that as hard as she tried, she couldn’t
figure out what her dreams were trying to warn her of.
Unnerved by the odd omen, she gathered everything and
stuffed it in her purse. She rushed from the office,
shoving her arms into the sleeves of her coat. Outside
the building, the day-old snow crunched under her
fur-topped leather boots. Echoes surrounded her. Ratta-tap-tap
of something in the breeze ensnared her dizzy thoughts.
She slowed her pace, leery of the sound, wary of the
danger it presented. Cautious with her moves, she
glanced around as if she were looking at the scenery so
no one suspected she searched for them--those imaginary
people her mind was trying to conjure.
She
continued making her way closer to her car. Unlocking
the door, she tossed her purse to the passenger seat.
Paranoia made her crazy. The mountain of work on her
desk gave her a reason to pause and consider her haste
to leave.
What am I doing? She reached for her purse, deciding
to forget the momentary upset and go back to work. No
one could do anything about a nightmare.
Then
she saw him. A dark, shadowy outline of a man in a long
trench coat stood by the far corner of the building. She
felt his gaze on her, even though she couldn’t see his
eyes. The longer she remained bent over, half inside her
car, staring out the passenger window, the more the
glass fogged from her breath.
Move. She willed him to leave.
Move, she urged herself.
The
sun had lowered, leaving the parking lot dappled with
the glow from lights on poles. She continued watching
the outline of the man. Why did he stand there? What did
he want? Was he the person her mind tried to warn her
about?
Fear
pushed Holly to climb into the car. She turned the key
in the ignition. “Come on,” she grumbled when the engine
cranked hard in protest of the cold.
She
tried again. When it started, she shifted into reverse.
The tires spun on the icy pavement and the vehicle slid
sideways.
“Damn.” She shifted into drive, taking more care with
her maneuvering, even though she felt the threat of
something sinister waiting for her.
This
wasn’t a night she wanted to be alone.
*
Lark
Ellis pushed himself away from the cold brick wall
outside the theater house. Ever since he’d laid eyes on
Holly Meadows in the Primrose Place bar, he felt the
connection to her. In his memories, he lived other lives
connected to the woman. She looked a little different
each time. Her name changed. The identifiable aura had
not. It radiated from her like a warm feeling of love
and peace that reached for him.
Lark
hurried to his car. He’d spent many sleepless nights
obsessed with finding his soul mate again. He no longer
questioned why his life repeated from one reincarnation
to the next. It just did, and with similar direction, as
if he followed a map. Only taking a few detours, the
destination remained the same. The definitive of all
aspects was the woman he was compelled to find and love
again.
Spending many nights and long hours staking-out Primrose
Place, Lark had found her, as he knew he always had, as
he knew he always would. Now, weeks later, here he was
every night, watching her leave work. When she didn’t
take notice of him that first night he saw her at the
bar, he knew something was wrong with either his
instincts or his sanity. Until he figured out why she
didn’t recognize him, in the same way he did her, he
decided to keep his distance.
Tonight her odd behavior worried him.
Where’s she going? He let his car roll up to the
stop sign after she turned in the opposite direction of
her house.
With
his lights off, she’d not see him behind her in the dark
part of the parking lot. Once he pulled out into the
traffic on the highway, he had to switch them on. He
left one car between him and Holly just to hide the fact
he tailed her. The last thing he wanted to do was upset
her.
Lark
had hoped to maintain good visibility. The increasing
fall of white snow flurries clung to the windshield
until he turned on the wipers to swish them away. It was
just like the weather not to cooperate. His insides
knotted. The chill from outside leaked into his
car--into him.
Holly
made a left, went two blocks, and turned right. The car
in front of him pulled off the road into a shopping
center. It put him directly behind her. He backed off on
the gas to keep the distance, not that she’d see much
with the snow obliterating everyone’s vision.
He
glanced out his side window. The scenery, even
snow-covered, made him uneasy. The familiar route turned
his anxiousness into complete dread. He backed off more,
not as intentional as much as instinctive like an
inherent self-preservation.
Only
fate surprised him.
Once
Holly bypassed the route he suspected she might take,
his troubled thoughts eased away from what might happen.
Although, the direction she did take wasn’t a great
comfort either. Her journey ended when she pulled to a
stop at an all too familiar place.
Parked
in the lot outside the large brick building, she got out
of the driver’s side. Lark pulled along the curb. The
rhythm of his heartbeat increased with the renewal of
concerns he had for Holly’s wellbeing. He hopped out of
the car and jogged up to the chain link fence. From
there he watched in obscurity as she walked up to the
doors of the police station.
Maybe she knows she’s in trouble. He had to help,
make her understand that whatever she remembered, there
was no changing destiny.
Without thought, he took a shortcut, instead of the
shoveled path. The cold from the deepening layer of
slush and snow seeped into his shoes, wetting his socks,
chilling his feet. Uneasy, he stopped at the foot of the
salted brick steps. He stared in debate at the double
glass doors. There was no changing Holly’s fate if he
got involved. Hadn’t he learned that by now? He turned
away, hoping her future wasn’t on a parallel path with
his, whether she knew him or not.